my new site is:

www.xanga.com/x_isntlifejuicy

PLEASE VISIT & FEEL FREE TO COMMENT/SUBSCRIBE!

everything is shitty.. im making a new site..

my friends found out that i have an ED.. i only told one of them and i trusted her and she basically told the whole world..

shes "worried" about me.. ARG!!

i ate a ton of cake last night, then barfed it all up..
i started purging so much..

ill post my new site when i make it..

<3

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

-teeny tiny apple (50)
-celery (10) ??
-mint (10)
-apple (50)
-orange (50)
-coffee with splenda & sf syrup (0)
-2 herbal mints (0)
-carrots (30)
-plum (30)
-apple (50)

-total so far :: 300ish

-exersice :: 350 on eliptical

*basketball game later*

<3ac

-metabolife(10)
-apple (50)
-orange(50)
-water(0)

total as of 11:53am: 110, which is good considering the only things ive eaten that are really significant are FRUITS!! well its starting to get a little bit sunny so im gonna go outside and possibly run.. <3

*edit*

-apple(50)
-grapes(100)

>new total: 260 as of 6:22pm

-exersice: burnt 500-on eliptical & tredmill
also 70ish outside running..
plus sit-ups, push-ups and butt-lifts

did pretty good.. ill prolly only have a salad and some h2o for dinner! thats like 30 cals.. <3

STAY STRONG GIRLS!

hey.. sorry i didnt update yesterday. i wasnt really in the updating mood for a few reasons. first, i ate like a pig. second, i didnt exersice... wow im a loser!! how am i supposed to lose weight if all i ever do is eat? DAMNNN...

today::

intake - 500ish
exersice - 200 DANG IM A BUM!!

*edit*

burnt 250 playing ddr

<3 im fat and gross, no wonder i dont have a valentine, once again. i wish someone would just kick me into high gear or something. i wish i had a personal trainer - but i am too effing embarassed to! dammit, i need to lose weight;; shit. i will... i need to do a fruit&veggie fast for a few days starting tomorrow. nothing but fruits&veggies and of course water and metabolife baby. geeze i better not screw up!!